If Only You Knew...

10
Oct

This is probably the flower that has ever made me sad… Did I really let go of the best thing that I could have?
15
Sep
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15
Sep

I Wish Nothing But The Best For You…..

Wow… I haven’t posted anything here in like forever! Where to begin….

Love, it’s a strange thing; I really don’t understand it. What the hell is it?

I’ve known you since the very beginning of my new life as an independent, college student. You were one of the first people I became very close to and at the time I didn’t realize it, my first love. Within these three years, we’ve gone through it all and over came so many obstacles, mainly created by me. Haha whoops? I just can’t believe that this is really the end….

Of all people I never expected you to be the one who would hurt me the most. I know that I’ve put you through a lot and hurt you many times, but I would NEVER cut you out of my life. It hurts that you’re choosing her over me, but I’m not angry anymore. I came to a realization that if I really do want you to be happy and move on, then I should completely let you go. She should be worried and paranoid, because like Jojo said, “Once you had the best, you can’t do better” and I say that with COMPLETE CONFIDENCE. AND not to mention that when we are together, we are trouble. ;) Well, I hope she is really worth it and that she makes you happy because you really do deserve it. I’ll always have that love for you and I know you will always love me. Does this mean I want you back? No.

I dedicate to you, “Someone Like you”-Adele.
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8
Sep

A girl doesnt need lavish things, she doesn’t need money to make her happy or cuteshit all the time. What a girl needs is reassurance. The thought that you have the same feelings for her the same amount as she does for you, is all she needs. Like it would be nice to have those things from time to time, but it really isn’t necessary. Just a simple, I love you, I adore you, or I wanna be with you is enough to keep a girl going.

(Source: inanetteshell, via marieangelica)
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- ishouldwriteabook
19
Feb

"The past is a memory and the future is a fantasy… So live today."
25
Jan

It is what it is…

I really hate that even after all that has happened… I still miss you. Just like Keri Hilson’s “Beautiful Mistake” ,

‘Damn I wish that cupid’s arrow never hit
Never went thru me, thru me
I wish me never crossed the line
I wish I never gave you this booty…

Never thought I would say
We were a beautiful mistake (and it is what it is)’

Story of my life… and it REALLY is what it is. I wish we just left us as just friends.. I really just miss your company and companionship the most…but we did cross the line and you did fuck up, and it is what it is. We can’t go back now, all I can do is just reminisce of the time we had before and hopefully one day I can forgive you and we can be friends again. You’re stubborn and I’m stubborn, so we’ll see what the future holds for us….
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7
Jan

"I can’t have the mentality of a man because I have the heart of a woman"
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7
Jan

GUYS AND THEIR STUPID RADAR!

So… can someone explain to me what is up with guys and their dumb radar? It’s like when you’re just getting over them and their bullshit and trying to forget about them, they pop out of nowhere acting as if nothing is wrong and it’s all cool! WTF? If you want to be a dumbass and disappear, then freakin’ disappear because you show up again and get me all confused and I fall for your shit again. Ladies, don’t be dumb like me, I’ve made the mistake of falling for their shit too many times and it’s not fun. So seriously guys, when we’re like trying to get over you, do you get a spider sense and a tingling feeling that makes you wanna talk to us again or something? Someone please tell me before I have to cut the next guy that tries to do this.. haha jk, but for real tho..
3
Jan

"I’m stuck right now, but I’d rather be stuck with you than with someone else.."
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21
Dec

I like playful relationships. I’ll call you a dumbass and a fag cause saying ‘babe’ all the time gets old. I’ll bite you. I’ll laugh at you. I’ll push your buttons just to see you get mad cause it’s cute. I’ll hit you playfully.. I’ll hold you from behind. I’ll make stupid faces with you. We’ll do stupid things.

Haha so true…
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